You know it’s funny just when I though I got it figured out and started to be a little more laid back and though I have it under control life blows up right in my face and seems to set me back what feels like light years. I though the old demons are gone and I matured and morphed just to find out that I still have the same battle to fight and it was never really taken care of and now I am looking at the original problem the difference is that I really do not like calling it a problem but rather a challenge a stepping stone that will bring me closer to true self. I feel that I should be overwhelmed and scared but I am not, may be I am in denial. I do not know. What I do know is that I was not happy where I was. Not all the time by no means but deep down I felt that I was yelling for help and I could not hear myself so life did it for me. And now I have to start all over as if I am given another chance to live a life I always dreamed about. I was just hoping the change will be more gentle but may be I would have overlooked it if it was any other way. All I know is that somehow I will be ok. I jsut need a bit of time so I can figure out where I want to be and what I want to do.
Blessings to all.
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